Learning

So I made it through my sons first "off site" visit with his father. Let me tell you that I managed to work myself up to just about vomit status all day waiting for the moment that I watched that truck leave the driveway. I can only put my faith in god to keep him safe when he is not with me. That his father may have an epiphany and put the beer down for once and think of his child first.

I have to get over this. I have to find a way to be OK with it. I would like to think that maybe my ex will change his ways. I would also like to think that i am not that naive. It is part of growing I guess.