Well here we go. Final count down to Christmas. Yes i'm still the procrasti-santa..I have not even started shopping. I have been waiting on the ex to give me some $$ so I can go do it all in one shot. I will get it done. I always do.
Updates on me.. the bf and I are back together. I waited a bit, held back, and he opened up to me. Explained where his feelings came from and what prompted his actions. And its been awesome since. Yes I worry about him hurting me. But i'm going to not think about that. I am head over feet for him and I cant help it. Ill enjoy being happy.
Work is ridiculous. I cant seem to juggle work, life, and child. I feel i'm failing miserably but there is nothing I can do about it. I'm going to keep plugging away until I find a even ground to stand on.
I really want to enjoy the holiday season and enjoy my family and friends. They are what has gotten me through all of the rough days. Love them all so much.
12 years ago
